Tomorrow, I kill the blog.

And the photography site. The people who create malware have infiltrated my blogs for the last time; they have crushed my willpower to overcome their insane need for destroying perfectly mundane sites.

I do realize that this means they win. And no, I’m not ok with that. What I am ok with is not having enough time/will power to post let alone battle the frustration that are hackers.

Maintaining Sanity was supposed to be a positive, creative outlet. A way to improve my writing and my vision. It was supposed to help me over some very rough times in my life. It was supposed to help me communicate to my mother just what it is that fills my time.

The blog was a source of unending exploration into my depths, my limits as an *cough* artist, my true self. Who I am and what I love. Now it only makes me cry. And I’ll not have that.

So, many thanks to those of you have stuck with me. Especially over the last summer and the lack of posts. Life is churning. And not always pleasantly. You can still follow my photography through flickr, if you are interested.

The good news is, nothing is permanent. Which is also the bad news. Cryptic? Yes. Morbid? No.

I need chocolate.